October 16 Parents leave to PI
October 18 1 year & 11 months ♡
October 31 Halloween ♡
December 2 Mummy comes home
You are the most important person in my life. You are not useless, inconsiderate, or anything negative. You are special in every way possible, and I'm the luckiest guy on Earth because you're mine. I couldn't be more thankful that you waited for me for so long. I hope I keep you happy every day. I would love to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you with all my heart, forever and always.
Leonora Shelby Rosal Rivera, you mean the world to me. ♥
Love, Raphael Julian Lota.
Prom is coming up and I decided to not go.
My boyfriend recently got surgery and is in extreme pain. He isn’t able to walk because of it. He thinks that I’m going to prom with my best friend. But, I’m actually going to surprise visit him on prom night with pain relief medicine and soup. I’ll find out the password to my sister’s Netflix account and we’ll watch our favorite shows.
I hope he loves his surprise. He probably thinks my morals are ruined and I don’t care.. But I’ll make myself seem that way and actually make his night awesome.
Patience is all I need.
I can probably get by the day without talking to you.
Maybe a couple of days too, but it’ll bother me.
I want to call, but I never know when your chances are.
Your shoulders are loaded with so many responsibilities.
I’m sorry for being selfish with your time. I miss you so much and I show it terribly to you by not respecting your little, free time.
I’m considered lucky if I get one call or a few word text.
I miss you.
I haven’t gotten the chance to talk to you for 2 days straight.
Can’t wait to hear your voice, but most likely tonight, I won’t be able to.
You have more responsibilities loaded on your shoulders and I can wait patiently.
I’m sorry to trouble you with wanting to talk.
I’m stubborn and childish.
Hopefully, you’re available this weekend.
I am so excited and happy, guise! He surprised me with this tweet just now since he hasn’t talked to me for the past hours since he’s busy with family. So it’s official that Raphael and I are going to Warped Tour in SF! This is also my first time and I have been yearning to go since middle school 💓 Happiest summer I’ve ever had :) 😊
The funniest thing I do to Raphael:
-whispers in ears-
Hello there, my sweet.. coconut pie.
You are feeling alone, right? May I join you on your raining parade? Maybe I do not share the same damaging experiences you have had, but I came to that solitary atmosphere too. I thought I had all the right few people I needed in my world. My world now feels cold and misunderstood. You know how easily losing a friend incisions my confidence. I feel alone again. I’m tired of yearning for the right best friend. You understand how much it hurts me to not be understood. I wish you had more time to speak to me at times where I need it.